I had an epiphany today. Sometimes I get myself blinded by this mindset that if I put my full effort, care, and love towards something, it will work itself out in the end. That is wrong. Things don’t work out because of a genuine devotion to make others happy, there is no such thing as karma. All humans will betray, whether those on the receiving end of it are “deserving” or not. There are two possible retaliations: drown yourself in self pity to assure yourself that you don’t deserve what has happened, or get the fuck over it. Over the past few months, I have grown tremendously. And I have learned to choose the latter. I am releasing burdens from my shoulders and trying my best to forget about many people and situations that I’ve been clinging onto for far too long. Self reliance is the only kind of trust that has never let me down.